this and that

i'm going to donate blood tomorrow. i'm really looking forward to this, even though i'm a bit afraid and nervous about how it will feel. but since i watched a report about people whose lifes depends on such donations, i'll surely survive this 5-10 minutes of being uncomfortable. sometimes, little things, just like this report i've watched, can cause massive changes. that's what keeps me believing. that people can be inspired and enchanted to do things. good things. useful things. i won't portray myself as a hero or something, but still i'm a human and i think my brain works basically like every other one. so i kinda see this as an experience.

oh, and my cat was very cuddly yesterday. i was just sitting cross-legged on the couch and she came along like "i might take a seat in between"